To prefix this, I’d like to say that I don’t consider these nudes. I mean sure, they are pictures of my nude body, but I don’t consider them sexual. I just want to get other people’s opinions on this.

Pics here

So, there’s something truly strange about the shape of my body. Like, I have ridiculously broad shoulders, very bad posture and also (IMO) a really masculine face, but I also have…hips? I guess??

It’s like, during the development of my upper body, nature was like:
“Boy? Boy. Yess, boy. Big shoulders. Angular face.”
And then for my lower body, it was like:
“Wait a minute…she might come to accept herself as a girl someday…screw it. Girl it is.”
That’s like literally what happened 😭

My body isn’t feminine. Well, my breasts might be 😂. But the general shape I’d say is kinda androgynous. Like I have a decently slim waist, combined with my semi-hips makes a really interesting illusion. The illusion of a feminine silhouette. Sadly it’s just a good angle and arching my back really hard, lol.

In any case, my boyfriend has a pretty good view, I’d say 🤣

I guess I’m not upset. Sure, it could’ve been a lot better and more feminine, but also…I feel like it could’ve been a lot worse. Like, I could’ve been a literal brick.
Am I crazy? Does this come across as arrogant? I’m really sorry, I’ve just been wondering about this since pre-HRT times. Now I have a platform where I actually feel safe talking about stuff like this…

So umm. Feel free to comment, criticize, roast or anything else. And…thank you, I guess? I really don’t know what I’m expecting out of this. I guess I’ll see.

  • ChaoticNeutralCzech@feddit.orgEnglish
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    21 days ago

    I still consider it a feminine name

    That’s not stupid. Every “Péťa” I know is a woman so that’s a feminine name in my mind. Just pointing out that these two are very popular among trans people here for a reason, and it’s alright if you chose it for a different reason.

    I also have some transphobic relatives, they denied gender consulting to my AFAB-but-super-masculine cousin: it’s not too late for them though, and I’ll make sure to support them whether they turn out to be a tomboy or trans man. However, your look, front and back, is making anyone misgendering you look not just like an asshole but just plain stupid.

    • AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
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      21 days ago

      it’s not too late for them though, and I’ll make sure to support them whether they turn out to be a tomboy or trans man

      You seem like a good person. I trust you to support them as best you can.

      However, your look, front and back, is making anyone misgendering you look not just like an asshole but just plain stupid

      You haven’t really gotten a good look at me or my body language for that matter. For that reason, I’d like to say it’s not completely black and white like that. Anyway, thank you for your kind words 🩷

      I know about my shoulders. I can’t do anything to fix them other than draw attention away from them by dressing well. They’re solid bone. HRT will get rid of lots of muscle mass, but my shoulders are pure bone…
      I’ve actually considered getting a clavicle reduction surgery in Vienna, but it’s expensive, risky and my German is spotty at best 😭
      If I had the money tho…I’d get all of the surgeries