To prefix this, I’d like to say that I don’t consider these nudes. I mean sure, they are pictures of my nude body, but I don’t consider them sexual. I just want to get other people’s opinions on this.

Pics here

So, there’s something truly strange about the shape of my body. Like, I have ridiculously broad shoulders, very bad posture and also (IMO) a really masculine face, but I also have…hips? I guess??

It’s like, during the development of my upper body, nature was like:
“Boy? Boy. Yess, boy. Big shoulders. Angular face.”
And then for my lower body, it was like:
“Wait a minute…she might come to accept herself as a girl someday…screw it. Girl it is.”
That’s like literally what happened 😭

My body isn’t feminine. Well, my breasts might be 😂. But the general shape I’d say is kinda androgynous. Like I have a decently slim waist, combined with my semi-hips makes a really interesting illusion. The illusion of a feminine silhouette. Sadly it’s just a good angle and arching my back really hard, lol.

In any case, my boyfriend has a pretty good view, I’d say 🤣

I guess I’m not upset. Sure, it could’ve been a lot better and more feminine, but also…I feel like it could’ve been a lot worse. Like, I could’ve been a literal brick.
Am I crazy? Does this come across as arrogant? I’m really sorry, I’ve just been wondering about this since pre-HRT times. Now I have a platform where I actually feel safe talking about stuff like this…

So umm. Feel free to comment, criticize, roast or anything else. And…thank you, I guess? I really don’t know what I’m expecting out of this. I guess I’ll see.

  • SCmSTR@lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
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    22 days ago

    Had a friend that transitioned after me, and she always kinda had femmy/andro proportions. She ended up finding out she was intersex at like age 29. It has been a few years since then, so I forget what she was getting tested but accidentally resulted with a doctor finding surprise ovaries.

    Just goes to show you that you really should just be who you feel you are and stop doubting yourself and listening to the idiots around us screaming about how we can’t possibly exist “but please let me hit”.

    • AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
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      22 days ago

      That’s really interesting…
      I really doubt it’s my case, because unfortunately, T puberty had a “normal” effect on my body in a way I can never fix 😔

      Nevertheless, thanks for the info. I think I’m just a weirdly-shaped person is all.

      stop doubting yourself and listening to the idiots around us screaming about how we can’t possibly exist “but please let me hit”.

      I HATE people like that with a passion. Arrogant and thinking they’re entitled to our bodies while also trying to erase our existence…